Jealousy is such a bitch. It’s my second least favorite emotion after anger. I can actually feel myself turn red and my insides green with envy and a bit of anger. There is no reason I should feel this way because the past is the past and now is now. I kinda want to throw up and ugh I just hate this feeling. I could really use my best friend to talk to but she’s acting weird as fuck and obviously not telling me something. I need to watch something to take my mind off my terrible thoughts. I want to punch something. Or maybe rip something. Or break something. Or maybe just cuddle with someone or pet a dog. Fuck everything, especially human emotions.